Random Thoughts Tuesday

Maybe I should make this a regular posting. Every Tuesday I spurt forth all my random shit for the week.

Have you ever felt like you are just nothing in this world. Like no one truly gives a shit about you other than to tell you what you are doing wrong and what you should be doing? No matter how much you care about other people and want to and try to get involved in their lives, you're just an insignificant particle of dust on their shoe to be wiped off? Yea, I feel like that tonight.

I hate know-it-alls. And I work with a few. One is telling me that the cold I have is bronchitis and I need to see the dr. NOW. And just why don't you take medicine? Doesn't matter that you are pregnant and don't want the baby to come out deformed. At least I'd be comfortablle. Pah! Oh yea, and then there is the know-it-all that is bound and determined that SHE did it right, so therefore it must be computer error. *sigh* I hate that. It's called "OE" honey. (That's operator error for those not knowing the lingo).

I think it's God's cruel little joke that men and women are on different horniness schedules. No, seriously. I think maybe it's like natural birth control or something. I'm not feeling well today...headache, sinus pressure, sore throat, just feeling pretty shitty. Today is the day Chuck decides to stay home from work and wants to get it on. Um, no. Seriously, I'm almost ALWAYS up for it but I feel incredibly UN-SEXY coughing up phlegm. Maybe our issue is also the night-day thing...because he's raring to go in the mornings...and I'm soooo ready to go when I get home from work at night at...oh....1:30 am. When he's sleeping. Yea, makes for some great times huh?

I think it's hotter than a stuffed pig in this building. I hate that the state can't regulate the temperatures any better than this. My hands are swollen, my feet are swollen, and I think I'm dehydrating. I need to be chugging more water that's for damn sure.

65 more days. Okay, I freaked out a little bit about that yesterday. 65 more days. That's like almost 2 months exactly till I have this baby! Yikes! Where did the time go? How the hell am I going to get anything done at all? I'm getting to the point in my pregnancy where I'm running out of breath really easily and fatigued a lot more. *sigh* Just running after the boys is wearing me out. I think I might suggest my brother's suggestion to Chuck of just hiring out the drywall job. We'll see.

I need new shoes. Period. And maybe a nice new purse/wallet combination. Mine sucks.


Hannah said...

Um, yes. I've felt like that!!! And I work with some know-it-alls as well and also some High-And-Mighty cows who think they are perfect when they're not. So totally understand your frustration on that one, Lisa!!

SOOOO sorry to hear you are sick. That's awful!! I know every illness seems 1000 times worse when you're pregnant too, because your body is too busy cooking a baby to fight any nasty bugs!! Hope you feel better really soon!

Girl, go shopping. Get a purse. And some shoes.

Christi said...

Wow, Lisa, what a heavy post! I too have felt like nothing in this world. It's happened a few times in the past couple of months but I have to keep telling myself that it's someone else's issue and to let it go. You can't make someone acknowledge or think more of your or that you are someone important.

I hope you start to feel better and that the horniness timing gets better lol. Not long until little bean is born! How exciting, or not depending on how you look at it lol. Hang in there *hugs*!

Angella said...

You poor dear! I hope the cold is gone PRONTO! And I hope that tomorrow is a better day :)

noname said...

Someone told me when I was pregnant with my first (through a very hot NC summer) to get over myself as in two months I'd have a beautiful brand new baby in my arms. It took everything I had NOT to get in 'footballer' line up stance and send them flying. So just picture shoulder ramming the know-it-alls in the gut everytime they get to you. :P


Julie Julie Bo Boolie said...

I'm so sorry you were having such a bad day. I hope you're feeling better now.. and have a nice new purse and pair of shoes to show for it :)


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